Counting Farewells

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XPARADOX are Kobi Krichmar (vocals programming and synths) and Amir Katz (programming and Synths) now releasing their debut album which sums up 5 years of collaboration and shared love to the dark and melodic sound of the 80's.

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released March 1, 2015

Guy Rotem: Production and sounds

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Track Name: Time To Heal
I never felt this way before
You died right in my arms
And when i opened up the door
I never felt this way before
You never taught me how to fly
I never stopped to wonder why
And then i bent to touch your face
Your life in my hands

I can not leave you i am dying
Dying for another day
And when i’m with you i am drowning
Drowning in your secret bay
I can not feel a pain or sore
The way I felt with you the night before
I never pray i never kneel
I never gave myself the time to heal

A vampire hiding out at dawn
So poisoned from your blood
This emptiness can beat us all
I never tried to feed the hole
Your heart is weeping next to my
I never stopped to hear the sigh
But then i bent to touch your face
Your life in my hands

I can not leave you i am dying
Dying for another day
And when i’m with you i am drowning
Drowning in your secret bay
I can not feel a pain or sore
The way I felt with you the night before
I never pray i never kneel
I never gave myself the time to heal
Track Name: Hero
Now its time for silence
To pay our last respect
Walking in the wasteland
There's nothing to reject
And if the sound of sirens
Will wake us in a scream
Nothing last forever
Besides our final dream

When the sky falls down
I will be your hero
When the light is gone
I will hide your fear
When the morning sun
Lost before the dawn
I will guide the way
I will be the one

Gathered from a distance
To face this living hell
Asking for forgiveness
We came to live and tell
And now our cities burning
Inside/By the raging flames
No one left to wander
Among the streets of shame

When the sky falls down
I will be your hero
When the light is gone
I will hide your fear
When the morning sun
Lost before the dawn
I will guide the way
I will be the one
Track Name: Lifetime In A Day
It's been years of love and emotions
Now we face the truth
The words still lives inside me
And dreams of being abused
That night was a mistake
A long night of regrets
Time is needed to understand
Time is needed to forget

Can you feel the sunshine
Burning us with pain
Time is passing by
But memories remain
Can you feel the sunshine
Burning all the way
Like a butterfly
A lifetime in a day

I hate those moments of silence
When i go to sleep
Imagine that you're there
A monster from the deep
I guess you just don't care
How i feel the shame
I can't forget the words you've said
I can't forget you called my name

Can you feel the sunshine
Burning us with pain
Time is passing by
But memories remain
Can you feel the sunshine
Burning all the way
Like a butterfly
A lifetime in a day
Track Name: Alive
Every time you go away
No matter where you are
It is time to be awake
Free the demons in my head

Every time you go away
My heart begins to race
Another second of despair
Disappears without a trace

I feel alive
The bitter affection has no surprise
I feel the shame
Breathing without you is not the same
I feel alive
The sweetest rejection was justified
I feel the shame
Breathing without you is not the same

Like shadows in a faded light
I wrap myself in you
As if a thousand voices cried
Do you feel me by your side?

You lift me up i pull you down
Back to a safety ground
And if a thousand years go by
A wounded heart will never die

I feel alive
The bitter affection has no surprise
I feel the shame
Breathing without you is not the same
I feel alive
The sweetest rejection was justified
I feel the shame
Breathing without you is not the same
Track Name: Reality
The winter come
To spread its coldness all around
The sun has gone
And no more green upon the ground
Away from here
An army with a mission
Approaching near
To take the wrong decision

Every action (and reaction)
Every sense of liberty
That’s the way i used to feel serenity
Every action (and reaction)
Every ache of misery
That’s the way i used to see reality

New borderline
And politicians on the run
A sudden shine
There never was a smoking gun
Away from here
Our memories forgotten
Tomorrow's fears
Are gonna stay more often

Every action (and reaction)
Every sense of liberty
That’s the way i used to feel serenity
Every action (and reaction)
Every ache of misery
That’s the way i used to see reality

Away from here
An army with a mission
Approaching near
To take the wrong decision
Track Name: Pain
There is a sanctuary
There is a place between the walls
When the sound of fear moves closer
And everything become so small
The red light lasts forever
True colors changing point of view
End of sorrow feels like wasteland
Filtering scenes to ease your soul

Forget the pain
It’s using you again
Forget the pain
It’s using you, losing you again
Using you again

There is no ear to hear you
There is no force to hold your hand
After all that left is nothing
You fight your own ghost once again
And all the wars around you
Its seems there's no escape from here
It’s the cage that hold your free will
It’s the pain that no one wants to feel

Forget the pain
It’s using you again
Forget the pain
It’s using you, losing you again
It’s using you again

Step by step side by side
Keeping this hopes inside
Looking for you
Looking for truth
Morning that came too late
Sirens that claimed for help
Looking for you
Looking for truth
Track Name: Hurt You
Dreams melting on my pillow
And in my bed
There's nothing left to share
I drink the wine
And open wide the window
The air is clear
With paralysing fear
Paralysing fear

I want to take it to the edge
(right through you)
I want to fill the night with rage
(right through you)
No one will ever touch your face
The way i used to
This is the way i live to hurt you
Hurt you

Rain falling from a dead star
And every drop
Is painful as a burn
The empty glass
Reminds me of what we are
The air is clear
With paralysing fear
Paralysing fear

I want to take it to the edge
(right through you)
I want to fill the night with rage
(right through you)
No one will ever touch your face
The way i used to
This is the way i live to hurt you
Hurt you
Track Name: The Creature
The shiver in your arms
Like visions from the past
Reminds me ancient times
When stars turned into dust
The creature is alive
Hunting for his lust

In the heat of despair
It’s here to ease your mind

The sequence in your heart
Inside eternal war
It’s tearing me apart
Like waves upon the shore
The creature is alive
Knocking on my door

In the heat of despair
It’s here to ease your mind
Track Name: Another Night
Another night till the end
Another memory to fade
Another night till the end

Another lie to regret
Another lover to forget
Another lie till the end

Another night to save the day
As if the sun has turned to grey
Another path of broken hearts
To be followed
We build a fortress everyday
To get inside and find a way
Another night another day

Another drug to prefer
Another failure to declare
Another drug till the end

Another life to rearrange
Another knife to take revenge
Another life till the end

Another night to save the day
As if the sun has turned to grey
Another path of broken hearts
To be followed
We build a fortress everyday
To get inside and find a way
Another night another day

And now we stand before the fall
Another god to save us all
Another night till the end
Track Name: Makeup
Living in a dream
You're wearing makeup
Living in a sin
It’s time to wake up

It’s a case of liberation
When you showed up in disguise
Flashing eyes in your direction
Now they've caught you with their lies

Living in a dream
An innocent delight
Just a little girl
With no tomorrow
But when i look at you tonight
That’s all that i can see
Just a little girl
With no tomorrow

Living in a dream
You're wearing makeup
Inside your second skin
It’s time to break out

It’s a dead end situation
When you're going down with them
It’s a free pass to rejection
Now it's time to clear the shame

Living in a dream
An innocent delight
Just a little girl
With no tomorrow
But when i look at you tonight
That’s all that i can see
Just a little girl
With no tomorrow
Track Name: Well Of Sorrow
Looking straight but i can't see
Try to face reality
What will I become tomorrow?
Drinking from the well of sorrow
I try to hold you in my hand
Try to see and understand
How did I become so hollow?
Drinking from the well of sorrow

When I fall
You will crawl
And when I cry
You’ll be mine
Look at us together
Who is wrong and who is better

When i fly
You’ll get high
And in your face
A touch of grace
Look at us together
Who is wrong and who is better

Looking straight but i can't ask
When this house of cards collapsed?
What will I become tomorrow?
Drinking from the well of sorrow
I try to shatter down my walls
Try to heal the man I was
How did I become so hollow?
Drinking from the well of sorrow

When I fall
You will crawl
And when I cry
You’ll be mine
Look at us together
Who is wrong and who is better

When i fly
You’ll get high
And in your face
A touch of grace
Look at us together
Who is wrong and who is better

Now that you have gone
Where is my tomorrow?
No more tears till down
Just a poisoned arrow
Track Name: Like A Star
Looking at you
What i see?
A reflection of you
Or just a vision of me

Looking at you
From above
A fleeting moment of truth
Or just a meaning of love

Night after day
The fear of betrayal
Shines like a star for me
Shows me the way
How much do we pay
When things that we say
Shines like a star for me
Won’t fade away

Looking at you
Perfect crime
Every second with you
Feels like a journey in time

Night after day
The fear of betrayal
Shines like a star for me
Shows me the way
How much do we pay
When things that we say
Shines like a star for me
Won’t fade away
Track Name: Yesterday
The way i feel
You taught me to be real
On a cutting knife
You sentenced me to life
And when this cloud of anger
Has spread and turned to dust
As you become a stranger
I keep remembering my past

Yesterday will treat you better
Yesterday is never gone
No regrets for things tomorrow
Chasing falling stars till dawn
Yesterday is now forever
Yesterday is here to stay
No regrets for things tomorrow
Tempting by your sin today

The more i claim
The less you play the game
The less you play
The more i need to pray
And when this cloud of slander
Has spread and turned to blast
As you become a stranger
I pray for yesterday to last

Yesterday will treat you better
Yesterday is never gone
No regrets for things tomorrow
Chasing falling stars till dawn
Yesterday is now forever
Yesterday is here to stay
No regrets for things tomorrow
Tempting by your sin today

Yesterday, yesterday
Life has found a way